Happy new year again!

Well finally I finished up my 6 months internship at here.
In these 6 months, I had my first surgery in Hospital Serdang, just like the previous posts that I promised(or not) to tell a magnificent story about me having my un-erupt wisdom tooth plucked. muahaha.
after 5 months the I have a monster teeth came out now. Its hard to understand what I'm telling you cuz without visual effects hah..Maybe next time? haha.

Bye ! See you next year whoever-read-this ! hahahahahhahah

I wish upon the fireworks

Happy 19th Monthversary a.k.a 1 year 7 months.

Tonight I am so happy. So glad you still patiently hear my problems, still stood by my side, still holding my hands, still trying and trying to make me smile. I'm a lucky girl.

Tonight I feel so loved. Thank you for this feeling. It feels great =)

I wish upon the beautiful fireworks.

May it comes true,

Space

Usually I wont be very close with someone. But once we are close, I wont leave you, I dont want to leave you, I scare to leave you, I even scare to have the thought of leaving you my friend.

Damn, I'm screwed.

Did I forgot how in the first place I hate to be close with other people? Because I will hurt others, and they will hurt me too. I hate it, very very much.

There will always a space between us, that we both can't reach each other. Never.

Appointment di hospital serdang

Pagi tadi habis saja exam Iskandar teman saya pergi PK untuk ambil surat rujukan dari dentist. Lepas tu kami pergi lunch di kafe Zaba. Kafe Zaba memang tak ramai orang, yang makan di sana pun tak lebih 10 orang, tapi ramai gadis2 tapao makanan mereka la. Mungkin sebab keadaan kafe yang tak seberapa menarik?

Petang pula minta Wann hantar saya pergi Hospital Serdang. Kali pertama pergi hospital, baru ada feeling "ooo~~". Susah cari parking dan prosedur rawatan sangat leceh. Kaunter di unit pembedahan mulut memang tepat pukul 2pm baru mereka balik dari lunch. Mentang2 la patient sakit gigi boleh bertahan~ Tunjuk surat referal dengan mereka, baru nak buat appointment first - check up gigi pertama dengan doktor. Dah la kena tunggu sampai 9 Julai~~~~Hari ni 18 Jun. Kiranya kena tunggu 3 minggu juga la~ Ahh~~~ time tu dah start LI, malas pula nak minta cuti bagainya. Saya bukan jenis pekerja yang senang minta cuti, sbb rasa sangat sangat sangat sangat bersalah kalau skip sehari pun. Tapi kawan kawan kata tak apa, nanti boleh minta MC. hmmm... Ni baru appointment first, belum yg second lagi. Nak tunggu sampai bila baru cabut gigi geraham ni ar?~~ SSSTTTRRREESSSS~ tapi tadi abang tu kata kalau siap2 ada rekod X ray lagi senang. Hmm. nanti2 la cuba tanya dentist PK boleh tak bagi film xray gigi tu kat saya... ataupun buat lagi xray whole mulut. lagi senang.

Apa-apa pun, akibat dari ke-stres-an dapat tahu hari appointment lama lagi, rasa sakit gigi tu surut pula. Mungkin otak saya bagitahu: tak yah la tunggu lama sangat, ni hah dah sembuh tak rasa sakit dah!
Gitu kot..

Nanti masa balik rumah bagitahu kat mak la, macam mana. Rasanya mak mesti suruh pergi je...lama pun lama la... Nasib, tak sanggup keluarkan duit ratus ratus untuk cabut gigi di klinik swasta. T^T Dah la beberapa hari lepas baru dapat surat PTPTN. Meskipun saya penerima JPA, duit JPA tinggal ciput je. Nak bayar RM4,750 tu tak lepas. Nanti sebelum LI nak bawa motor kapcai saya pergi service lagi~ Motor Yamaha Sport tu lagi saya expect nak bawa pergi tempat kerja tiap2 hari. Tak tau dia mampu lagi ke tak. Ahhh~~ Risau2~ Cuma harap saya tak terlibat dalam eksiden lagi dah la. Amin. Cukup la dengan banyak kesan parut di kaki2, di tangan, di pinggang. Ada orang kata tambah satu parut maka turun 10% kemungkinan nak kahwin nanti. Fulamak~kira2 memang 100% tu tolak sampai nilai negatif saja. Kahwin dengan bangla pula nanti. Choi choi choi!

Apa2 pun, semoga hari2 berikut dapat dilalui dengan lancar. Semoga exam ok, semoga LI ok, semoga poket duit ok, semoga kekasih saya ok, semoga thesis kekasih saya ok, semoga semua semua semua semuaaaaanya okay. Amin Amin Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin. ^_^

Sakit gigi geraham/bongsu + Ulcer

Time exam macam ni lah sakit gigi. Lepas check gigi kat Pusat kesihatan UKM hari tu, doktor gigi X-ray kan part yang saya kata sakit tu. Rupa2nya gigi bongsu/wisdom tooth saya tumbuh dengan melanggar gigi depannya, doktor kata PK takda kepakaran untuk cabut gigi macam ini, so kena pergi rujuk pakar di hospital..

X-ray yang saya nampak macam gini jugak la rupanya keadaan gigi bongsu tu memberontak.

Dengar2je kecut hati. heh heh. Doktor PK ini sikit2 je asyik kata kena buat minor surgery.

Hari tu saya pergi check gigi bongsu saya yang sebelah kanan bawah, doktor kata nak senang cabut je. =_=" . Tapi saya kata tak payah la cabut, bukan sakit pun, cuma ganggu sebab ada lubang antara gigi bongsu ngan gigi depan, setiap kali makan mesti sangkut makanan.

Kali ni bahagian kiri atas pula... memang dah kena cabut la ni. Nanti nak tanya la kat dentist, boleh tak cabut dua-dua sekali? Hmm kalau boleh saya nak cabut sekali gus ke empat-empat gigi bongsu so nanti takda la nak cabut banyak kali. leceh. Tapi kan, gigi bonsu belah kiri bawah macam tak tumbuh lagi. So rasa nak tanya doktor lagi,mmg dia tak nak tumbuh atau kena surgery kerat sikit daging gusi bagi dia tumbuh. Lagi, cabut gigi kat hospital kerajaan berapa ar? Saya punya la gigih google semua benda yang berkaitan, ada orang kata RM23 yang untuk bius sepenuhnya. Sebab risau mahal, ada kawan cabut gigi(minor surgery +bius +complication gigi juga) di klinik swasta dekat Rm650+ , ada yang cecah RM800. Mak aih. Mahal gila. Ok, macam banyak soalan pula kena tanya doktor lagi.. ah. catat catat!

Hari tu lepas kena x-ray,dentist "paksa" saya gigit kepingan besi, pastu besi tu punya la tajam kena lelangit saya, sekarang ada ulcer pula. Aduh pedih weyh. Ulcer di dinding tepi mulut okay lagi, ni kat lelangit, nak telan air liur pun sakit. T^T

Ni hah. Ok, nampak hodoh sikit.
Dalam bulatan hitam tu la ulcer yang paling pedih saya pernah dapat. Siap berdarah lagi semasa saya cuba nak ludah/gosok gigi sebab tertarik muscle lelangit.
Bulatan hijau, punca kesakitan utama!

Doktor kata nanti bila2 masa ambil surat rujukan dari PK untuk bawa pergi hospital.. Hmm. Maksudnya still kena buat appointment ke tak hah? -_- wuuu wuuuu~~~ T^T

Stay tune. Akan update nanti apa jadi dengan proses cabut gigi bongsu ni. *nangis*

New blog URL

Insecure makes me want to be better.
So afraid that I'm gonna lose myself one day.
The happy me,
the carefree me,
the creative me,
the imaginative me,
the outgoing me.

Selamat Hari Ibu

Mak kesayangan, saya, dan sepupu Rony di Ladang Epal Kota Batu,Malang, Surabaya Indonesia.

Saya akan sentiasa doa untuk mak dan akan cari banyak banyak duit dan bawa mak jalan2 lagi. =)
InsyaAllah.

Keluarga saya dari kecil jenis yang tidak akan luahkan perasaan sayang dengan ahli keluarga sendiri. Segala "sayang" akan diluahkan melalui perbuatan, contohnya beli barang untuk ahli keluarga, tolong buat ini itu. Haha. Jadi lain kali kalau saya ada anak, saya nak ajar anak saya jadi jenis yang pandai kata I love you ngan ahli keluarga sendiri, haha. I love you kena kata, tapi perbuatan sayang-menyayangi tu mesti juga kena ada.

=)

Lumajang, Surabaya Preview !

So ! I went to Surabaya, Indonesia last semester break. Which, the exact date was from 19 January until 31 January. I know, I know, you guys must be wondering why I took so long to update my blog about it. Well, first, because right after I came back to Malaysia, I don't have internet connection at home, and I'm not the type of person who willing to type a blog entry offline first, and then upload it whenever he can. Well I do have a friend who always do the draft in Microsoft word and then only she will publish it. The reason? She say its to prevent all her "work" gone while in the process of typing it.

Anyway, back here! I actually made the booking of flight about a year ago - 28 March 2012, yeah right, so long~ As I needed to find the exact date of flight with promotion to match my holiday. Well you know, as a student you don't really want to miss your classes, exams or even assignments just because of a personal trip aite?

This is the payment item:
Flight
2 Guest                                                 RM 68
Airport Tax                                             RM 64
Fuel Surcharge                                        RM 104
Sub Total                                              RM 236
Services & Fees
2 x Check-In Baggage - up to 15 kg            RM 60
1 x Check-In Baggage - up to 20 kg            RM 35
2 x SKYB                                              RM 28.80
Sub Total                                               RM 123.80
Total Amount                                   RM 359.80 FOR 2 PERSON (RM 179.90/pax)

Well, its quite cheap already, since I'm the one who wanted to belanja my mum, so I try to save as much as possible, and I know when we go to Indonesia, we won't go with just hand luggage, haha. While, when we come back Malaysia, I think maybe just one person with 20kg check in baggage will be enough(I take my mum's luggage calculate as mine). And luckily, after I calculate weigh and estimate our luggage using the new bathroom scale I bought(lolx), our check in luggage were just 11kg and 14kg respectively, awesome right ! And when we come back Malaysia, my luggage was just 18 kg ! Muahahhaha. Feel great when no need to pay for compound ~ v(^^)

And since I was not sure whether my brother or sister have time to send us to LCCT, I bought Sky Bus ticket too beforehand, as its cheaper (RM7.20/way compared to RM9). Ya I know, I calculate every single cent ! Don't blame me cuz I try to make an economic travel cost for my mum and I ~ All hail to AirAsia, usually without promotion one person will charged about RM 500 + for two ways !

Oh yeah, I have my first passport done 2 months right before the date of departure. Since there is an immigration nearby UKM, I decided to go there. Surprise with the fast and efficient officer at there, I manage to get my passport just within hours, with RM 100 payment for 2 years validity time~

Tadaa~~ My official passport photo ! xD

Next entry I'll write about my first memory with LCCT ! Tata~

Nostalgic

When I was in elementary school, I used to memorize the lyrics merely by listening many times. Then my sister scolded me cuz I spent my time to memorize song lyrics and not reading my text books. Hhaaha.

[Slam Dunk], the anime/manga that super popular at once upon a time. The singer of this song suppose be Oguro Maki- a women, but then dono why sounds like a male? *blur*

[Fruit Basket], the singer already passed away in year 2004. 3 years after she released this single.

Nasi Goreng Ikan Masin

Semalam naik tangga yang nak pergi bilik Ismeth dari arah blok K3A, khusyuk tengok kaki sendiri tak perasan ada family kucing kat hadapan. Terkejut jap, tapi hati kembali berbunga sebab mereka comel sangat. Haha. Eh, ada orang bagi makan nasi goreng ikan masin. memang sebungkus yang masih baru dibeli. Wah, bagusnya orang tu, tak tau lelaki atau perempuan, tapi instinct bagitau saya orang tu perempuan. Apa-apa pun, mama kucing makan nasi goreng ikan masin dengan anak-anak, dengan muka puas(?). xD hari tu anak-anak kucing ada 5 ekor, tapi semalam tengok,tinggal 3 ekor. Mungkin dah di-adopt? Tak tau la. Semoga mereka berbahagia. Miao.