Monday, January 9, 2012

Heart Attack

My heart skips a beat.
When you hold my hand.

My heart skips a beat.
When you hug me tightly.

My heart skips a beat.
When you kiss my cheek.

And it follows by beating faster but in a cool way.
Mind blank for a sec.

Heart Attack. <3

So come on, spin me around

I don’t wanna go home
Cause when you hold me like this
you know my heart skips, skips a beat
I know I should, but I can’t leave it alone
And when you hold me like this
that’s when my heart skips, skips a beat
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh, oh oh oh
Oh oh oh! oh oh oh!

Saturday, January 7, 2012


Rain. Rain. Rain.

Still remember ?

Sacrificer will decides.


Wednesday, January 4, 2012


There are approximately another 4 months before little me to be announced as an adult, officially. *sweat* I still remember 10 years ago I was dreaming that I would have my own career, my own car, my own house by the age of 21. Hah ! At that time, honestly university life had never across my mind and I think that was really fine. Guess where I am now. 

God saves the best. Alhamdulillah.

I still remember 7 years ago I promised myself to get married by age of 21 ( 21 again ? 0.O ) I even do the countdown everytime the fireworks of new year lights up the sky. Naive, yes I am. But then after my sister get married at the age of 19 ( I was 14 )  my mom warn me not to get married too early. I was like (=_=) ok. I will get married after 28, how's that? My mom just silent and ...( can't remember her face expression ).
Well what I'm trying to say is, no one can ever predict their future right? But there's nothing wrong to plan it though the future might not going according to the plan, but hey, God saves the best for last, and for everyone who prayed and worked hard for it.

Anyway, everyone have their own life, no one shall ever plan or predict other's. As simple as gossiping are actually forcing other to live in your way of life, isn't it? For example, a bunch of fella keep gossip bout this Anonymous bout her dressing, her religion, her faith, her bla bla bla. But the fact is in the past they never come across her life nor even have single relation with her, why the hell those fella want to gossip bout her? Its not like badmouth her will bring any fortune right? Why bother?

When you predict something to supposed happen in YOUR way, somehow it turns out doesn't. Will you keep blaming others? Will you stand up and speak whats in your freaky brain? I don't really care, as long as you don't block other people's way, including mine. Hey come on, if you just speak out your mind without bringing up any solution to the problem, I mean- a solution for win-win situation.You can just back off to your own cave and shut your fucking mouth off. Stop ruining other's day. Think its cool to be in the news? Just another waste of motherEarth's source.

The two paragraphs above are dedicated to those who not helping to bring a better world and almost drive me crazy although I always try to play blind and deaf regarding sensitive issues.

Still, 2012 is another year for me to see the world through children's eyes, world of imagination,so simple and beautiful while play my  minute-tiny-negligible part to make  a better world for everyone. As long as the kid haven't died from the infection of dirty political  and web-based gossiping sickness. Amin.

I used to hold a magnifying glass(w/o holder actually xD) to look at everything. to make everything look bigger !

I still rmb thaT i asked permission from my ma to "siram pokok"
when i was kid, of course just wear slippers or barefoot,
unlike the illustration above xD
I thought that the plant can grow faster by "drinking" lots n lots of water! ^_^
Suddenly, I think that I might actually running away from the fact I've grown up.
..... Am I ?