Yesterday

Yesterday

28.12.2015

My best friend's birthday,

celebrated on 20th Dec.

Yesterday

28.12.2015

First time had Sukiya with him,

nice meal, nice lunch.

Dessert.

There is something I always wanted to hear,

something that every lady dreamt of.

Just like first kiss.

Happened, but not yet happen..




*To be continue*

I wish upon the fireworks

Happy 19th Monthversary a.k.a 1 year 7 months.

Tonight I am so happy. So glad you still patiently hear my problems, still stood by my side, still holding my hands, still trying and trying to make me smile. I'm a lucky girl.

Tonight I feel so loved. Thank you for this feeling. It feels great =)

I wish upon the beautiful fireworks.

May it comes true,

Today I met my best buddy - HC at Mines. Last time saw her was when my birthday 13th April, well, not really long time ago actually. It can be long in other way, I mean if its the 15 years old Rohani surely will say: aiyo long time didn't see HC ledi(just 2 weeks). I used to see her everyday, and talk to her everyday. We were very close, well now we are still very close, in terms of mentally and soul. Nowadays really hard to have a friend like this anymore, even we parted but still cling to each others heart. 

By the way,she said she just back from Astro interview session, so let wish her best of luck to get a new job environment la ya !(Same goes to my sister,hope her can get a better job soon!) Suddenly have a thought: maybe God want us to met because we so long time didn't sweet sweet already ! haha.

We not same colour but we are best friend!

_________________________________________________________________________


Today date with him, I can't recall this is the Nth time we have official date. Sometimes we would have twice official date monthly or just have monthly date. Heehe. Now already May, once entered 23th then it should be half a year already. 6 months, how fast the time had passed isn't it? And today for the first time(?) you start the topic of "future", well usually I'm the one who start it first ain't ya? This makes me feel.. well.. seems like my dear really worry about it. I know usually even you were worried about many things you wont tell me cuz you keep it insides you. 
For the time being, just like I told you, don't worry too much, everything will be fine. Just do what we can, okay? There is no relationship that insured 100% it will stay until the end of the world even after marriage. Well, just pray to Lord Allah that everything will be nice enough for us! Just like all those green traffic lights we've been through in the day- during the process we might urge to get to the green lights, but when we go farther, the red one just shines before us, got annoyed might be, but then- slow down little bit, just keep the engine keep moving steadily... and ta-daaa! Its green again !

Sometimes you just need to have patience and slow down a little bit

when this flash means "No" to you

until you see the lovely green say "Go".

How can I love you not?

It was a moody day for me though not in the "period" of the month. Something was bothering me and I really can't get it through. Totally depressed and really need someone to .. to... I don't know..I just need someone. And there he is, my love. If I used to be alone, used to get stressed alone, used to depressed alone ; now I have him. I'm no more a lone ranger, cuz I know he's there for me.

He know that I was sad, he tried his best to cheer me up, brought me to a new place to have meal, asked me where I want to go and flip over whole bangi and kajang just to find a see-saw that I want to ride on. Eventhough we can't find one but his effort already swing away my gloomy feel in this little heart. Anyway we did get to a park and we met a really interesting auntie and a like-to-meow cat. The auntie told us many things included the story of suicide couple at the park happened years ago. Interesting.

At night, he found out that I have only biscuits and cereal drinks for dinner (for me the meal is enough though >_<) , he went to buy McD's porridge for me, and the "bye-bye fever" gel sheets for me. The moment I got those things actually I feel guilty in the same time felt so loved. So touched and almost make this cry baby shed a touched-tears. If I eat properly and take my medicine then he wouldn't have this much problem, ouwhh, sorry darling. Dear,I will listen to you and no more next time hopefully. well, instead of worrying me how bout you take good care of yourself also? Your backpain always make me worry and today you have sorethroat and cold?! T_T


Thank you for everything you've done, sacrifices you've made and,


I love you.

Ni Hao !

Recently he is learning Chinese. Quite amazed by his effort and talent. Good job! Good job! Jia you~ Usually people tend to learn little bit and then quit, hope he can stay until can converse with me la~~ Hahahhahha~ Bao bei! Jia you jia you~ Wo ai ni o~~ <3

My favourite idol since ten years ago- Jay Chou. A sweet and lovely song ^^

Heart Attack

My heart skips a beat.
When you hold my hand.


My heart skips a beat.
When you hug me tightly.


My heart skips a beat.
When you kiss my cheek.


And it follows by beating faster but in a cool way.
Mind blank for a sec.


Heart Attack. <3





So come on, spin me around
I don’t wanna go home
Cause when you hold me like this
you know my heart skips, skips a beat
I know I should, but I can’t leave it alone
And when you hold me like this
that’s when my heart skips, skips a beat
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh, oh oh oh
Oh oh oh! oh oh oh!

My teddy ~ < 3

23.11.11
Just a normal date but in the same time its special for me. 


There's a thing delivered to me in a box during midnight. Its a gift from a knight, and the knight had asked me something, as if I have to give him a password so that I can get through this door to another world. Seems like I get through it by the way. xD This is like a dream-comes-true-moment !! *laugh* . Well I still remember how he tried to tell me about his feeling through the phone last time, but that time was more to one way communication and my respond was just “oh..I get it,thanks." This time, its two-way, where you ask and you get the answer. To be honest,I'm an impatient person, I would go ask him myself if he still silent till now.haha. Anyway, thanks for the words and thanks for the present.

Thank you for making me feel so special and blessed.

How come u think the colour is off ? In my eyes its getting perfect everytime I see it.
*hugs*

I know that recently some friends of mine are not really in good condition like I do. I really don't know how to give advice, as I can only try to be a good listener. And what I can be your loyal friend and when you guys need me, I always here to entertain ya all. Ya, I will always be the silly friend of you. *smile like a baka xD* Muacks for all ~~~

Gambateh my dear, I'll fight on your behalf

To love somebody, is easy. 

But to love someone that worth your love, is hard.

Even it takes you forever to wait for the right one,

Even the process of waiting might pull you to the sea of confusion,

The forever will end too.

And he/she is the one that you were waiting for.

Worth it.

I'm not good in expressing my feelings.

I hate, 

I angry,

I jealous,

I like,

I love,

I want,

I ...

Sometimes I just don't get what I want actually.

If you know what I'm thinking, please tell me.

Don't watch me lost.

Evelyn and Mikhail

They know not each other.
But somehow destiny has bring them together,
As a compensation,
For once break her mother .. and his father, apart.

birthday

2011年7月8日


活了20年才发觉“生日”其实是给人们庆祝已经过去了的岁月。
我生于1991年4月13日，可在1992年4月13日时，我庆祝人生的第一个生日。
奇怪？明明前者才是真正的第一个生日，不是吗？
“第一岁/第一年”明明就过了，即将到来的日子是第二年/二岁，不是吗？
哈！也就是说，照理我现在是活着第21年了，可大家却以为我才要进第二十年的生活。
说的噼里啪啦的，你到底名不明白呀？


人类，就是要庆祝过去式的。


打仗赢了，就庆祝。
考试通了，就庆祝。
赛球赢了，就庆祝。
日子过了，就庆祝。


噢，突然又明白了些什么的。
下次生日我要换个心态许个愿望。
2012年4月13日：
21年过了，所以今天的我才称得上21岁。今天开始要开始过我第22年的日子了。加油！

p/s: its 14 august when the time I post this...Happy birthday to my dearly Gigi Cheoh Huei Chi...Love you always ! Smiles N' RockxX your life girl ! &~ Congrats on your graduation <3 Se7en N' powerpuff girl love you too ~ >o<)/

Thanks for celebrate my 20th birthday,WE gonna blow your 20th birthday too xD

2 messages that you sent to inbox instead of wall

• Sunday 19 June 2011

when you find someone that makes you feel the best person in the world, even if you are with your hair messed up, angry at your boss. and wrinkled clothes. pay attention ...... this person is special
Even if it's raining and the world ending it off, if that person makes you feel happy ....... look in his eyes .... I'm sure you will not regret
i could be saying how beeautyfull is this feeling but with a few words i can say everything i want
I Love You ><

S2

• Thurdsay 23 June 2011

When you meet someone and that someone makes your heart stops working
for a few seconds, pay attention. It may be the most important person in
your life.

If the eyes are crossed and now there is the same bright
between them, be warned: it may be the person that you are expecting from the
day that you born

If the touch of the lips is heavy, if the kiss is passionate and eyes
fill with water at this point, note: there is something magical between you.

If the first and last thought of the day for that person, if the will of
get together come up with squeezing the heart, thank, God sent you an
divine gift: love.

If one day have to apologize to each other for some reason and in return
receive a hug, a smile, a pat on the hair and gestures worth more
a thousand words, indulge yourself: you were meant for each other.

If for any reason you are sad, if life gave you a creeping, and this
person suffer your pain, cry your tears and wipe them
with tenderness, what a wonderful thing: you can count on it in any moment of your life

If you can smell it in thought of the person as if it
be there by your side ... if you find the spectacularly beautiful,
even though she is old pajamas, flip-flops and hair
tangles ...

If you can not work right all day, looking forward to the meeting that
is scheduled for the evening ... if you can not guess so
none, a future without the person next to you ...

If you're sure you'll see this person getting old, and even then,
have the conviction that you will still be crazy about him... if you prefer
die before seeing the other going away : it is love that came in your life.

Many people fall in love many times in life, but little love or
find true love. Or sometimes meet, and do not pay
attention to these signs, let love pass without letting it happen
truly.
And im here to don't let the love pass, im here to show you how wonderfull the world can be to two peoples who love trully....
Well i can't go before i say this, maybe look weird but I love you
S2
Don't go awayyyyyyyy buaaaaaaaaaa im gonna cry

I think about what you told me this evening... 

My heart stop beating.

Pra você

(translation)  
For you

For you, I want to be
The joy of the homecoming
The gleam of light, bringing a new day,
Illuminating the veranda

For you, I want to be
The confidence, the reason
The reason of your dreaming every day
Ensuring you there is no limit for you

At your side, I want to be
An unexpected meeting
The shiver of a sweet kiss
I want to be your peace, the melody
Capable to make you dance

For you, I want to be
Like the moon lighting up the sun
I want to wake up every day
Just to make all my love to you

For you, I want to be
Arms wide open that enfold you
And by every new smile of yours
I'll become happier, because I have loved you

Because I live for you
Because I sing for you
For you

Pra você

Eu quero ser pra você
A alegria de uma chegada
Clarão trazendo o dia
Iluminando a sacada

Eu quero ser pra você
A confiança o que te faz
Te faz sonhar todo dia
Sabendo que pode mais

Eu quero ser ao teu lado
Encontro inesperado
O arrepio de um beijo bom
Eu quero ser sua paz a melodia capaz
De fazer você dançar

Eu quero ser pra você
A lua iluminando o sol
Quero acordar todo dia
Pra te fazer todo o meu amor

Eu quero ser pra você
Braços abertos a te envolver
E a cada novo sorriso teu
Serei feliz por amar você

Se eu vivo pra você
Se eu canto pra você
Pra você


p/s: I thought this beautiful Paula Fernandes is a guy when I first heard this song.... (=_=),cz I thought its a feminine voice from a guy jz like J***** B*****..lol

Flawless love

Here’s the story everyone,actually more like a diary,hmm,nothing really personal.hahaa.

                Weeks ago,when I was chatting online with my dearest friend KY,out of sudden she just sent a link and ask me to check it out. It was a link for www.mydeal.com.my ,a website where they give(sell) out voucher up to 90% discount everyday.From head to toe ,and from in(stomach) to out,you can find various deals  there,all mainly in Klang valley and KL. Well,back here,KY actually showed a page of nails art deal: Rm15 pedicure/medicure(original price RM90-save up to 83%),WOW,that’s awesome.And KY seems really want me to buy one also,erm,actually not only me,its for 4 princess deal.Wahaha ! okay.Seems Princess KY really want to organize a “princess time” for us.

DEAL ^^

The day that we should hang out together :

18 March 2011 had finally here.

It’s a Friday morning and I was supposed to have a class in 8 ..

”Personally Call it off” cuz I was in my dream when the class was having in FEP.Huh~~~~~~I went to FEP anyway,with the hope at least I could sign for the attendance,lol.As expected,10 am it already end when it supposedly end by 11.sigh.Just worried if I skipped I for 4 times already(If skipped more than 4 ,they will ban me from taking final exam*OMG*)

After that, I head to dean office to take my KMJP(kad masuk Dan Jadual Peperiksaan).Suddenly an idea pop out and the next thing I’ve done is on PK(Pusat kesihatan).Yup,I went to see the doctor,claim that I had A’ headache(actually I did hv),n successfully got my medical certificate~ yes ! I asked for an extra vitamins from the male doctor but he turns out gave me a vitamins with the “appeton” effects..(=.=)”..Hey Doc,I already hv a extremely strong appetite ya know ? Can’t blame him since I said: I only eat once a day but in large quantity,but the doc want me to eat regularly…Anyway,with painkiller medicine and appetizer vitamins PLUS an MC,I walked out from Health Centre.

Scared that I will late for Princess Date,everythings was done extremely fast as lighting~lol.I manage to wash my clothes n shower AND THEN hang my clothes and everything(boring with my rutin?lol)…Blaa bla bla black sheep.You know what? I spoiled my wedge shoes ..a minute of frust + lazy to go back n take another shoes,I’d done something horrible to the shoes ,revenge to it.I split it in order I can walk~Just like those in movie’s heroin’s done to their high heels,but those are heels,this one is wedge !...anyway I manage to walk with it n finally threw the whole things aft I borrowed slipper from HC later.

I've split the upper part from the bottom part.."cool" huh !!??

With KTM and everything I manage to reach Serdang KTM station ,early.(Note: I often late whenever I was suppose to meet KY).Then,I had my brunch(7 up and a chicken pau).KY n me meet HC at her house n then HC drive us to sunway..Really excited when see HC ~~ arghhh~hahahha.Quite a time lo horhhh since we see each other last time.missu missu missu.

We were suppose to pick Cali JQ up at sunway college,aft her class..Called n called but it went to voicemail box.grhh..finally get through but she said she have emergency n cant go for nail art today…hmm..a little bit disappoint but its okay..

Rain poured down heavily…

And we lost in Sunway SS 15..erkk..almost banged by a taxi..almost “caught” by police…LOL..but everything just got through when both HC and KY’s aura to “electric shock” ppl even from miles away~LOLLLL.Thank god we arrive Artistic safely ,and wet.These are the “project” we’ve done~ Really nice~~~~ like it very much and half-glad they didn’t draw it on fake nails cz usually it very long ya know.

This is what HC's picked for her nails. As usual,she really love pink colour <3

After the nail painting part we head to sunway pyramid :

~watch “big momma” with kids price(KY’s fren worked there n helped us to get it lol,credit to the sweet gurl with same name of KY )

~dine in Pizza Hut

~ Shops n I bought a really nice “Playez” shoes~ yeahh !

On the way back to serdang..Lost.. again ! this time we even make to “super high way “ to Johor ya know~N then to IPOH ~tols by tols~luckily the car fuel stil available or else we really hv to call police to help us lol. OmG~ Ya know,Princesses in the house are really adventurous .err..i mean princesses in the saga car are really adventurous~huuhu !

After a fun ,adventurous and sweet day,finally reach home laaaa <3

mine <3 worth Rm 90

19 march 2011

Ermm.Went to meet this boy.Actually know him in KTM.A really nice ,sweet boy..n quite good looking too.But ! BUT ! He is a mommy’s boy which I really can’t stand of(HC n KY oso agree that mommy’s boy really hard to be a good BF).Hmm..at least this candidate B is better than Candidate A which I date long time ago.The part he’s better than the Candidate A:

~Handsome

~Sweet

~Talkative,seldom meet somebody talkative than me ya know !

~Know to returns favor.Me belanja him drinks then he blanje me ice-cream.Well,I don’t really mind the price diff since I know him credibility.BUT at least he keep saying that he want to blanje me lorh,not like candidate A who still hvnt return my favor aft I treat him a meal ! Darn ! How on earth there’s guy like Mr A !!! ..So,I think this Mr B is still….ok la.

~Know to ask me whether reach home(actually is ukm) safely or not.This is the basic right?But I 4got since the Mr A never ask me aft that stupid date.DARN ! why on earth there’s a human like him? Even I date with KY she often ask me whether I had reach home safely or not~

Hmm..totally..I think both are not really my type…haiz..I wonder is it I’m the one who too picky..HEY ! I have the rights to do so ,ok? No need other people to remind me:you deserved for the better one.I know myself,that I DO DESERVE FOR A BETTER GUY.Its not like I think that I hv the damn good GF quality,well,at least I need to have someone with the same thought as me,AT LEAST !

I think I have only mention the general qualifications to be my BF in the last last last blog entry.So now I want to list out MORE SPECIFIC requirements.:

1)      MUET speaking and listening part..PASS AT LEAST !

~Well,you guys have to know,my speaking part in malay is poorer than my English and Chinese…So,this part are really a Big boundary for me..although I’m still try my self to get well my malay..SO,I really hope people out there can try their best to get well with personal’s 2^nd and 3^rd and 4^th and so on so on language,for your own good actually.

ermm..Candi. A ok gua..Candi B I think probably he not as right-mind person like Candi A..forgive him..

2)      As adventurous as me !

~I’m a quite independent lady and never afraid of lost myself in a big city nor in jungle.(candi. B keep saying that he scared that he will lost in a MALL !!!!!) OMG,sorry to him that I keep badmouthing him here,but just for reference to those girl who seek for BF too..Never Find a guy that admit himself afraid of lost..cz they can’t protect u,MENTALY ! BUtttTTT ! I asked him : do u scared of get lost in a jungle,he answed: NO..Hmm..

Ok..still have hope for this jungle boy.

You are not chained nor can't speak,why you want to afraid of outside world?
 Picture From:Kaspar Hause ,Opera for the Full Body

3)      As geek as me!

~Well,in my mindset I always think that boys MUST know at least something bout computer…cyber world I mean.Not much,but at least the most common thing plz !(I dowan to say what happen.imagine yourself)

Hmm..Candidate A pass this requirement at least.

Even my cat know how to surve internet and find some frens on9.

4)      As matured as me !

~Actually this is the crucial part.I don’t say that I’m REALLY MATURED ,cuz I do have childish part,I know.But I’m still try my best to be a better woman.I think that anyone with this element will definitely pass through the 1^st three requirements. A matured man will definitely equip themselves with lots of thing to be a better man,learn English is basic and second is technology. A man with matured thinking definitely will calm down when they lost and never tell other people that they scared eventhough they are.

 A guy that have no knowledge of IT in nowadays are really far left behind the world,even though they can be a good husband,basically.

Erm..I critic too much..Sometimes I think I can be a better boyfriend than those boys I met,which oppositely make me a little bit not suitable to be an ideal GF,lol.

Well,

1)      To be a BF,I have the attitude of not mind of spending my money on girls,at least on food n simple present .

2)      To be a BF,I have the awesomeness where I can speak more than 4 languages and always score in my language subject especially international language.

3)      To be a BF,I can fixed her broken down computer..or at least I know how to format computer.sigh.

4)      To be a BF,I always care bout her.At least the basic one cuz I worry her don’t have enough sleep,enough meal ,enough money and enough safety.

5)      To be a BF,I will always find alternatives to have more pocket money in the present n earn more money in the future .

6)      To be a BF,I will happily introduce her to my family and say: she’s my GF.

7)      To be a BF,I will buy her a ring and says: you are mine.

Darn ! Seriously ! but the thing is..I do have lots of weak point..:

1)      Hot-Tempered (but I can only mad at ppl for 3 seconds,and then I will cool down,but oftenly within those 3 seconds I can cause a tsunami,lol)

2)      Not really into religious way of life.Sigh.Can’t blame me since I grew up in a surrounding with no exact Muslim’s way of life,I’m trying to equip myself with that point…Its not one-day-lesson.

3)      Arrogant(sometimes) hahaha.I didn’t do that purposely.just my way to increase my own self-confidence and self-esteem.

4)      Think too much.this would definitely scared people off especially I really pressure myself to get things done with- not the perfect,but at least :FLAWLESS.Yup,I found the word,flawless,means zero defect,but not equal to perfect.*what am I talking?!!!*

Grahhhh~ I can be really scary sometimes.lol.

1,711 words not include this sentence and captions I have type.Guess I should stop here.

march !

Recently there's many love stories around me.Feel excited yet make me feel sick.
I want to start one.
So here we go.


The Terms and condition to be my lover.
1) Must be a male.(lol XD)
2) Must be a Malaysian (Yup,I don't want anybody from other country,not even singapore.sorry to say that.)
3) Respect.( respect me and my family,and I shall respect him and his too.)
4) Honest and Trust.
5) Care. (sick of people who said care for me yet not doing so.)


Just as simple as that.I need no wealth,need no good looking guy nor somebody with fame and status.
Just a simple nice guy. As me myself not so perfect too.Sometimes I'm too childish,hot tempered,easy to get jealous,and being cry baby.But I can say that,I may look cool from outside,but I can just love someone wholeheartly


Its okay if no one dare to be my loved one.
I'm not so desperate to have one.
Not until my family ask me to find someone.
Lol..sounds funny.

boyfren boifren boyfriend poipren foifren foypren

Love mode is on but no one to share with.

I think I'm going to recruit a boy friend soon,or maybe.

Well,the terms and conditions to be my lover....

Stay soon.

Sky Of Love

## Darn ! This short drama series made me cry !!! darn darn darn !!! The hero is so damn cute ,and very familiar to me~~erm,then just found out he is Seto Koji ( 瀬戸康史,born in 1988 )that act as Satoru in [Atashinchi no Danshi] and [Kamen Rider Decade/Kiva].And the heroin ,Mizusawa Elena 水沢エレナ(born in 1992* shocked to know that she's younger than me XP)'s acting are very fresh too,both are very talented in such young age ! Clap for them~~ huuhu ! This story [ Koizora-恋空] available both in drama and movie,just like other japanese drama such as [taiyou no uta 太阳之歌] All up to you to decide which are more interesting :)

In age 16,
He love her,
She love him.
Simple and  pure .
He tried so hard to become her husband,
While she tried so hard to become his wife,
both of them tried so hard to become a good parents,
yet the Sky and the River seems like destined,to be apart.
She destined to...
He destined to...

Until the end,be my forever love.

Can you heard the song of love?
It’s about a small love
Like smiling, it seems we’re close     
By your tender sound
Time flows, dreams flow
They change various shapes
Right here with you, I’m fine with just this
Laughing while at your side, I’ll be fine with just this

I can't breath

For a moment,
I think I killed by jealousness,again.
He can tell her how much he love her, right in front of the whole world.
She can tell him how much she miss him,right in front of the whole world.
I'm jealous.
I think I am.
Ya,I am.
I need ..
I need ..
Someone to say out loud : I miss you ! I love you !
Even in my dream,I yearn for it.

Tears

Until this night..I never know that other people's happiness can make me feel so sad.

I can't stop the tears,again.

I really thanks those who clicked the "like" on my facebook status all this time,whether you'd clicked it many times...Or even just... once.

It means a lot to me.

At least I know,there are still someone who notice about me.

That I am not alone in these critical moment,not only me and Lord.

For those who can't understand the metaphore.Its ok.

For you,who are reading this post.

I love you.

In the end,he still never click it.Even though I asked him to ...

Even though I say its okay.But , a wish is a wish.

Even though it never happen,I still...





Wish.

Thinking Of You

I miss you.


*full stop*

A Rose

一朵玫瑰花

2009年2月14日，这一天是众人皆知的情人节，情侣们通常都会怎样度过这一天的呢？逛街？海边散步？还是来个烛光晚餐？我这个从来不期待这‘洋鬼’的节日，况且回教不让信徒们过这节日，所以我只是当它是个“吃钱”的节日。我说得不对吗？连一朵烂花也要10块钱，你把现金给我算了，我比较喜欢用花花绿绿的钱折出来的纸玫瑰。。。哇～多漂亮啊！多么吸引人啊！连情人收到都会多爱你一些哦！

晚上打工时有位客户送了我一束玫瑰。。。什么？！？！真的假的？我这个连根草也没收过的人竟然会收到花？！太阳变四方了难不成？当然不是，是那位客户太有钱了，不知钱要往哪花，就一下买了几束玫瑰花，见到熟人就送一束。。。不过那位客户，我和他见面的次数不会超过十次，说话内容只环绕在他和他的朋友要吃什么之类的。。。我是个服务生嘛，不说这些难道说什么？这样就算熟吗？嗯。。。或许吧。

那朵玫瑰花是粉红色的，小到～还没准备好要绽放人们就把它连枝带花给剪了下来。香味嘛。。天啊！假花都比它香呗！玫瑰花都象征爱情，美中带刺，爱情也是，很甜美很吸引人，同时也会乘人不注意时伤害到当事者。痛的时候才发觉：啊，好痛。你越是抓得紧你就会越痛，玫瑰是这样，爱情也是这样。回来回来，我是说，我收到的花——那朵价值Ten Ringgit Malaysia的玫瑰花竟然没长刺。What? How come? 安啦，我看十成是被人给去了。去了刺的玫瑰，batang滑滑的，反而让人没了那份安全感。爱情也是吗？爱情的外表太甜蜜，太完美，反而让人怀疑对方是否对自己隐瞒了什么，到底还有多少事情自己是不知道的？没有刺的玫瑰，真讽刺。

无论如何，还是很谢谢送我玫瑰的阿Kit。这束是我人生中收到的第一朵花，算是圆了我心底处的小心愿。写这篇文章时是2009年2月16日凌晨1.15。插在花瓶的粉红玫瑰虽然有水的陪伴，还是想念着大地，望着地上头也不抬一下。。。小小的粉红玫瑰，谢谢你让我开心了一天，现在你可以安息了。



Its a little pink rose bud that never get the chance to bloom ,
just like a love that never get the chance to bloom and end just like that.
Its a rose without thorn,
just a love without having any problem ,
so unrealiable,
so fake,
so cynical.



~ by honeyc91 on February 23, 2009.

2 Responses to “A Rose”

有点深度+内涵的文章，亏我从来没想过这些。哈哈，这是因为我不怎么喜欢玫瑰花，根本没去想过这种问题。
JQ said this on February 23, 2009 at 6:25 pm




Thx…
Honey said this on July 10, 2009 at 3:00 am