Space

Usually I wont be very close with someone. But once we are close, I wont leave you, I dont want to leave you, I scare to leave you, I even scare to have the thought of leaving you my friend.

Damn, I'm screwed.

Did I forgot how in the first place I hate to be close with other people? Because I will hurt others, and they will hurt me too. I hate it, very very much.

There will always a space between us, that we both can't reach each other. Never.

Sin

If all the sin cannot be excused,
I shall be punished and damned for the the action I took.
But somehow, I still seek for forgiveness.
I'm sorry.
And I love you.

From the book [crime and punishment],
Marmeladov once said: "I ought to be crucified, crucified on a cross, not pitied! Crucify me, oh judge, crucify me but pity me!"

ubareru

Rain. Rain. Rain.

Still remember ?

Sacrificer will decides.

Who?

我做错了吗？

有时候我不知道如何去爱一个人。如果我做错了…对不起。突然害怕，万一有一天我不再爱上任何一个人该怎么办。亦或者，我口口声声说爱他，喜欢他，其实根本就一点也没感觉…怎么办？害怕再也不懂怎么去爱一个人了。

你是否也曾经害怕迷失自己呢？

Sorry

Sorry for not being able to contribute more. 
Sorry for not being care enough. 
Sorry for playing safe.
Sorry for close my eyes and shut my mouth.
Sorry for everything.