Sunday, September 12, 2010

Finish it

Ahhh !!
Finally finish it..Not a really long anime though,but it took me quite a time to finish it.


[ Spice And Wolf II ]
A really nice anime,quite dizzy if u just watch it through without thinking too much..oh ho ho..
If you want to learn something..I mean really something bout business world..Or just a simple way of living happily maybe.
Or u just hoping to live a Life ermm..maybe in 17 or earlier century of the world of traveler.you might think of this anime.A thoughtful anime ,make me think of [Rebellion of Lelouch ]and [Full Metal Alchemist],maybe bcz of the seiyuu (vocal artist).Oh, I love Jun Fukuyama ^^


This is the opening of season I of this marvelous anime, anyway.Enjoy.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

A little update from me


SungHa Jung..He introduce it to me..in that morning.

Dah beberapa hari tak baca blog dan menulis blog.Sebab kebelakangan ni hook up dengan AuditionSEA.Dulu masa zaman sekolah menengah asyik idam untuk main tapi x kesempatan,nak download pun payah.Sekarang main,mengaku dah tua sikit.haha.
AuditionSEA really can train ur fingers to move faster.
Not only that,it can sharpen ur thinking skill.
You can also learn many dance steps !
Moreover,I can know my prayer times and lessen my skip for Subuh cz i nvr sleep.LOLx.
Tell you,there are really a lot of "freak" on those online game ,I mean it.Not only in Audi.I learn a lot these few days,on my own,I cant tell ya all every single thing happened,cuz it really "nonsense",Hahh.I admit that I am a stupid and " x panjang akal",but those thing reported on newspaper really ..Really almost happen on me.
"teenage girl cheated by her online boyfriend that she know for 5 days.."..Don't get shock.I may be one of those innocent(stupid) girl .LUCKILY !!! I love myself more than others.So,before those thing happen on me,I manage to save myself.hahhh (feel relieve)...Going to be more careful nxt time !

Many of you might want to ask :u almost get cheated moneytary or "physically"?..Well,for people like me that only have instant noodle as dinner,money is almost impossible.Now you got the answer huh.Yup,what a man really desire from a woman from the beginning of human history until end?Nothing much other than "that".

Anyway,luckily I didn't fall for his trap!hahh?Want to get horny with me?Get lost !!! I would suck yor blood till the last drop before you can touch me!Don't play play ar(Phua Chu Kang's favourites).Singapore...haih...jz remain as a secret.

I swear I will never fall in love with somebody that I never met b4,NEVER !!But the reality is...I admit that he was my first love.Officially my first lover.So?haha,nxt time when somebody ask me,how many boyfriend u hv b4?then I shall tell him/her.One.When and hw long it last?when I was 19 and last for 5 days.5 days were like 5 years for me.This love tell me I should LOVE myself more.Why should I love someone that I just met while there are lot of people who love me ever since I was born?

I love you,mommy.

Recently really was a BIG MESS for me.Too many "guys" trying to approach me..Nahh ...from as young as a teenage boy until a guy that older than me for 12 years.Euww,it sucks, man ~

I wonder how other people in love with really positive thinking?Or they just luckier than me?Maybe..Allah just want me to wait.Wait for the "best" to coming up.But..how do I know that guy really R the best for me?Or ..maybe I didnt deserve the best.As, I am not the best girl ever.I just a human with a lot of mistakes ,and incomplete.

God,please forgive me.
Ma,please forgive me.
Boys,please forgive me.
Myself,please forgive me.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Mid term Exam dohh.

              K ,tadi baru abis paper akaun kat DTAMS..
memang bagaikan peperangan "dingin" kat dalam dewan yang sejuk macam kat kutub selatan..
Sampai terpecah belah kalkulator saya
 dalam peperangan dingin
(lolx..XD nk tahu perkara sebenar tanya saya la
.kejadian sebenar berlaku kira2 setahun lepas)
             Selama 3 jam tanpa henti,tangan aku pegang pen dan kalkulator yang menjadi senjata fizikal saya.Ha,tak cukup lagi,saya bawa pembaris besi yang panjangnya 30 cm++..Sekali terlepas dari tangan bunyi pembaris tu macam bunyi pedang besi yang bergeseran dengan pedang lain.Cool,tapi macam over pulak.haha.biasalah,stail Rohani.
             Inilah 1st time saya ambil kertas peperiksaan secara rasmi di peringkat universiti,mungkin kerana dah lali dengan peperiksaan sepanjang hidup,dah dapat jangka apa yang akan berlaku.Tangan sepantas manapun,klau otak tak laju,still ---tak cukup masa~~~ Arghh..Kunci kira kira saya tak sempat saya habiskan.hmm..tak pe Rohani,dah cuba sedaya upaya kan.?
            Again,nak ungkit juga suhu bilik dewan yang under 0 celcius.Dulu masa kat matrik mana mungkin untuk saya duduk tanpa mengeluarkan setitik peluh panas pun?? Dulu budak akaun batch saya kat KMPh mmg duduk dalam oven yang panas sambil jawab soalan selama 3 jam.Sekarang pula 3 jam dalam peti ais.
OVEN V.S PETI AIS .  =.="
tapi syukur jugak la,I prefer refrigerator.^^
      Hari seperti biasa,emosi dalam hati naik turun bagai bursa saham malaysia.Ada perkara yang boleh diceritakan,ada perkara yang memang tidak ingin diungkitkan.Just hope that I can forget it.Or,at least,I can ignore it.It really doesn't matter,
cuz I was always alone,
I am alone,           or maybe ..

I will be alone.



I'll find my own path ..It's ok for you to leave me alone.
Cuz I never ask for companion...
Dear, just pray for me that I'll be safe along this journey,
pray for me that I won't cry because you forget about me,
pray for..pray for me that I will and I can found my happiness
during this journey or even,at the end of this journey.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

yaaaa~~perdana menteri

ok.Semalam tak sempat nak tulis blog.so hari ini tulis.
Semalam saya pergi hadiri Sambutan Hari Wanita 2010 di DEKTAR ,asalnya ada rancangan untuk penilaian pameran kemerdekaan kat kolej,tapi mase penilaian dah ditunda ke hari ini,so..free pulak semalam,jz pergi ar.

Best lar jugak .Tumpuan utama saya dalam function tu adalah PM kita.Dato Seri Najib Abdul Razak.fuuyoh,bukan senang nak lihat perdana menteri bagi saya ni yang memang sentiasa hidup di bawah tempurung.Tapi masa dah nampak tu tak rasa sangat excited,just biasa biasa.Tapi jumlah orang BESaaR yg hadir really give me the motivation:I want to be part of them in the future.Biarlah bukan ahli politik mahupun artis jemputan,asalkan orang hebat-hebat yang kaya dan berprestij.(Amin.)

Seronok masa buka puasa semalam,dapat rase bubur lambuk buat kali ke-2 dlm hidup saya(1st time mase bulan puasa kat matrik^^)..sedap~<3

Ok,kelopak mata dah mula berat..tidur dulu.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

OK...no title

Tadi mase tulis blog saya yang SElagi kat Live tu..Abg Khai dtg menghampiri..ok dh tahu dia mesti akan menanya sesuatu atau at least komen..Sebab dengan matanya yg sering bertukar warna(o.O) mesti perasan sy sedang menaip sesuatu dekat sofa di bilik aspirasi..Of course dia tanya sedang buat apa dan seumpamanya.so i pun jawab:blog.


K..bahasa cina rupanya..paham paham je la...dia pon promote blog nye jugak..memang I tahu pasal blognye...orang famous cam dia xkan I xtahu blog nye..haha,malah blog Abg Khai adalah antara blog yang terawal sy bace sebelum nie..pastu dari blog nye sy teroka & terjumpa ngan blog2 lain yg dikarang oleh pengeBLOG-pengeBLOG yg saya kenal jugak seperti Abg Fifie..D.O.T..dan byk lagi..tapi nak sy baca semua mmg x larat..or even IMPOSSIBLE for me...saat ini bace yg blog Khai(xde gelaran Abg means Khai yg D.O.T tuu-Khairul Syazwan)..saat PAS ni lah blog D.O.T dh update..macam macam punye blog..

Fushhh..jgn harap la sbb buku atas meja sy pon x sentuh lagi ! dh la mid term ahad nie..haishh..akaun..camne nk jd akauntan klu x fokus ?!!! TD terdengar jugak yg klu masuk major akaun same ngan budak medic and budak LAW>>>> NO LIFE !!! Ahh,tidak ! saya tak nak percaya sangat.Or saya ni seorang yang suka cabaran walaupun muke sy ni yg pengecut dan mmg mulut sering kate "malas dan letih",well you know,people who always take challenge and they keep repeating having much challenge will sick with it sometimes.Its not like I'm crocky bout it or what..I do sick with challenge.Don't bother to ask me why,its contradiction when I can't make it.I have my life.I get tired.I am human.Thats it.

Oh ya,balik kepada tujuan asal saya menulis entri ini.Saya dah tulis entri baru kat blog sy yang satu lg(haha,sy dh oyak mase mula2 kan? ^^)..bertajuk "bei dui mian" yg bermaksud "back to face"..usually ppl say "back to back " instead of back to face..bla,biarkan lar~yup,like usual ,dlm chinese.jz try to use translator though 80% it'll translate wrongly..i mean ayat tertunggang terbalik or even maknanya lari jauh.haha..whatsoever.


Jap,apasal sy asyik terlari ngan ape yg sy nk oyak ?!! haah,ini dia,td pas Abg Khai sembang kjp ngan sy,sy pon terus cari gambar utk blog Live sy..cari cari..hmmnn.melencong pulak..then..connection problem..habis lar blog yg susah payah sy ilhamkan tu..untuk makluman,blog kat sana x mcm sini..x secanggih sini yg mmg akan autosave setiap beberapa saat(or minit? hmmn ,xtau)..so..korg paham pham je la..whether i want to rewrite it or..jz forget it..well,dgn sikap yg biase..Rohani REWRITE it..n post it ..wlaupun mmg ada perbezaannye dr segi FEEL dan perkataan..but at least i still rmb what I was writing bout..n can try to recall that PARTICULAR moment..hehe..


Mase sy bgtau Abg Khai yg blog sy mmg jarang org tgk..dia pun kata:bkn xda org tgk..cume..cume..ok fine,sy faham..Bahasa cina..hmm..tp blog cina ada jew org tgk!! haha..so the conclusion is,Im not famous enough.

Actually majority blog saya dalam Bahasa Inggeris..so .It shouln't b any problem 4 u all nk bace..haha..actually my BM r getting better,like this time,sy gune jugak bhs BM .huahuahua~hebatkan ,sy !LOL,broken Language consist of broken Malay +broken English PLUS broken chinese.maybe I can add another broken language on my blog??Japanese perhaps.^^ just hope I wont sue by their member for "brokenize" their country's language,RLMAO,I learn it cuz I like the language ,man !

U guys klau mau bace blog sy,ada link nye kat bahagian kanan iaitu blog yg sy follow..ataupun g entri pertama yg sy post kat blogspot nie..Windows Live..jz simple 1 n short one..sy jarang nk blogging2 bab dulu xda komputer kat umah+no internet..blog pertama dalam hidup sy ,sy buat kat cyber cafe mase burday ke-16 sy..heehe..still ade smpai skrg...







oh ya..untuk pengetahuan..Saya baru beli lappy sayang nie xsampai 2minggu..birthday nye pada 13 ogos doh,sehari sblm best fren sy Huei Chi's burfday..dan sy belinye dgn temanan best fren sorg lagi namenye Kah yee...Jia Qi pun kate lappy ni agak cantik.haha.sy akn cube sedaya upaya sayng sgt2 ngan Dell inspiron 16 nie yg berharge RM 1,999.ok ,intel core i3 pe..sy xnk intel pentium yg satu lagi..1,699,dell inspiron 16 jugak wlupun home premium,sy punye home basic..syg lappy...sorry sbb terhantuk kepala mu beberapa kali..x sengaja..terpakse awk redha cz tuan mu nie mmg ganas sikit.(sikit kew? >.<)






oh ya..sayang Mummy sayng family sayang kwn.Alhamdullilah,I'm still alive .